I’m back
I’m back
Oct 02Well guys I’ve been ignoring this blog for far to long. I’ve had my ups and downs to say the least. Here’s an update:
I’ve lost more weight now down 93 lbs (start preparing for my 100 loss party- you bring balloons)
I’ve come to the realization that I lie to myself about my eating behaviors so much that sometimes I believe ti
I realized that I need to see a psychologist to help me deal with some of the head games I’m playing with myself (appointment is in a week-I will keep you posted)
I’m once again on a closet purge
I realized my successes and failures begin and end with me
I still am in love with this surgery and the strength it’s given me to fight this battle
So yes, I guess I am being melancholy today.
I thought that the Disappearing Diva had literally disappeared.
The head games after surgery are just as real as the ones before. I had a case of the crazy where I was CONVINCED I gained weight, but when I jumped on the scale I was actually smaller. As long as you’re aware of you, you can try to stay ahead of it *hugs*
Well the visit with the doctor today was actually very good. I feel like he allowed me to see some things a bit clearer.